For ten years, 2008 – 2018, I was a respected energy healer for emotional trauma and a multidimensional consciousness teacher and guide. Passionate about my work, I was an innovator, creator, speaker, seminar and workshop leader. I worked privately with hundreds of clients and students worldwide. I created several advanced energy healing and consciousness expansion systems new to the earth. And conducted over 50 advanced consciousness events coast-to-coast.

I retired from this work in 2018, at 63-years-old, to address my own declining mental and physical health. For try as I might over many years, I could not reach as deeply into my psyche as was necessary to heal the most grievous childhood emotional trauma wounds. Or the accumulated emotional and psychological impairments accrued over six decades. One night near the end of 2018, I hit the tipping point, and my life and world came apart emotionally, psychologically, physically, and even financially. Until there was nothing left but a compromised and desperately struggling shell of my former self.

I embarked on a fully consuming healing journey. At first, it was all about trying to get back into daily life. To be myself again. But in all honesty, gradually, I realized I did not know who that was – myself. Over the years and decades, I had created so many new identities to compensate for my emotional wounding and the need to rise from the ashes of my emotional challenges; I had no idea who I really was any longer. Not a clue. Along the way, I realized I wasn’t only experiencing a debilitating mental and emotional collapse. My decline and subsequent healing journey were the opportunity (a kind way of putting it) to heal the deepest emotional trauma. And to examine and restore my whole being, from very early childhood to the present day. But not in a New Age way. I felt strongly the challenge required me to free myself from all New Age beliefs, systems and distortions. Instead, I had to gut it out as a 3D human man. And ultimately become, simply, myself. My true self, long lost - a grounded, sensitive, instinctive, good-hearted, modest person, once again.

It was a brutal, perilous five-year mental health healing journey that threw me out of functioning in everyday life. Over time, I cleared nearly seven decades of emotional wounding and the residual guilt, loss and shame in a traumatized psyche. I began to release the spent thoughts, experiences, information, and teachings in an over-cluttered mind I had accumulated throughout my lifetime. I released beliefs and spiritual mental constructs. I stabilized my mind and emotions. I searched for self-forgiveness, inner calm, inner appreciation. I took ownership of past transgressions and negative behavior, and learned what I could from them as growth, respect, and compassion. I found and reconnected with my deeply distressed Inner Child. I adjusted my healing journey to a quest to reclaim my True Self. And that is where my whole life changed: the search for True Self.

This long, long journey to heal what seemed unhealable helped me to realize and experience life-changing truths. Namely, as spiritually advanced elders, without fully saving, healing and reclaiming our Inner Child and True Self, we will be forever splintered and incomplete.

And we need very little outside of ourselves, spiritually or consciously, to heal, grow and evolve any longer. After decades of searching and experiencing, along with our own expansive minds and energetic gifts, everything we need is inside us now.

Our Inner Child is our purity, our goodness, our magic, our inner beauty, our integrity. Our True Self is who we really are: the natural, instinctive, beautiful inhabitant of our being. Our Inner Consciousness is the source of our being, our knowing, our instincts, our expression, and our awareness, clear and expansive. We no longer need New Age distractions or conditioning. As elders, living as one’s down to earth but self-illuminated True Self is a beautiful thing: aged, unpretentious, knowledgeable, wise, honorable, fulfilling, energetically sensitive, and deliciously satisfying as fine wine.

Now, here I am: 68-years-old, back in the world, a good-hearted, sensitive, grounded, talented man. Stripped away of artifice, persona, and personality creations. Being my True Self. Still emotionally over-sensitive, not without emotional challenges, still energetically formidable. But balanced, grounded, and happy. With a gift for seeing and feeling the truth in myself, and in people. And knowing how to help them energetically to learn to heal what needs healing and master … themselves.

After this not your average five-year hiatus, I am back, offering new work: A JOURNEY TO TRUE-SELF RECOVERY & THE ART OF SELF-ILLUMINATION. Inspired by these two journeys, I took myself.

My client focus is specific this time around: offering work created for consciously and spiritually evolving older people. An elder now myself, I experience every day the trials and challenges of an aging body, emotions and mind, with mortality as a daily companion. And I certainly understand how to bring one’s self back from that most dangerous emotional and psychological precipice. And find, heal and resurrect True Self, and move forward beautifully,

This life-changing work isn’t just what I offer; it is who I am, every moment, every day. And, in time, it becomes nearly effortless to just be the lovely being whom you are - just You. Your True-Self, older and wiser now - clear, pure, real, always growing and learning and evolving. And learning new things about yourself and about existence every day.

Take this True-Self journey. Also, explore Self-Illumination. You can call that “spirituality-less” spirituality. Or Self-Illumination Consciousness. It doesn’t matter. After all these years of life, you deserve to find healing, joy, simplicity, purity, ease, wisdom, meaning, beauty, and growth from within your own being.

I hope you found something to ponder, something useful in this Origin Story, and certainly on my new site itself. If you would like to contact me, please feel free. If you are just passing by, I send you my best, enveloped in magnificent flows of energy…

Jason Taylor Morgan

9/2023